will I regret posting this?

I'm ready to confess my sins. I really didn't want to let ya'll know about how much I weighed after the holidays. I had no discipline and it's just amazing how quickly the weight comes back! Eating healthy and exercising has to constantly be a part of my life. hope my kids have better genes ;)
Well, I started working hard at getting in shape 2 weeks ago, so on February 7th, I weighed 182. Yeah, I know, insane! That week was my first week of fit camp and running 3 days a week and all together eating better. This last week, I through in the holiday melt down 6 day diet and am now down to 178.4. I was really wanting to just take a magic pill and be back down to where I was at the beginning of December. Today is my last day of the melt down and next week I plan on eating healthy and continuing my workouts and then the week after, I will do something a little more strict, then just eat healthy.....you get it? What I was really hoping for was to lose 5 lbs on the meltdown but no luck. I guess the 2 is more likely to stay off than losing 5. Oh I should also add that I've had that wonderful gift from mother nature all week so maybe that is making me hold onto another pound? Time will tell.

alright, alright, alright

We are going on a cruise in April. I have 2 months to get this bod back in shape. Fit camp starts on Monday, so thankful for that! It is such a challenge to mentally get back into eating healthy. I haven't thought about what I was eating for 2 months now and it's amazing that it actually takes "training" to get your mind back on track. Snacking has become so mindless. And the stress of our January finances didn't help :)
I found a jogging partner!!!! We are going MWF at 6:30 and I love chatting with her. Running and the conversations we have is such a good way to start a day. It starts to get lighter earlier and than helps with my motivation. The last fit camp was hard because when it ended at 7 am, it was still dark outside.
I can't wait to be lounging on the beach and of course the food!